Choosing my confessions

There are words, and there are words. I pick and choose, gleaning and matching words to thought. I could write, I think, a poem about becoming the wind and ruffling the beautiful uncut hair of the earth as I walked across the parking lot last night. Or perhaps a symphony of the heart and muscle as they dance together on a long run, paced to the rhythm of racing blood and air. Wrap words around the way I hold silence like a precious secret in time slipped carelessly through the weave of inane chatter. If I could choose the words to wrap them, I would gift these to you- These silences of power and calm and contentment, a spell against all the dark magic the world chooses to throw our way. A spell to hold you calm as you ride out the winds that fling you wildly through these times. I wish I could take you into this realization of oneness that gives me so much faith, this infallible sense of security in the universe. But there are words that can be spoken, and words I cannot find, and so I choose my confessions and my silences, the writing and the living.

In silence, I work and run and talk and laugh and live. There is a time for words, and a time to wrap myself in silence and drift on spring breezes into summer, hoping you catch the wind and drift with me.